things i don't understand, perhaps don't want to!

In nighttime wakefulness, there are topics i've decided get to be put "on the shelf" because i don't understand them, don't come to any reasonable conclusions on them, so expect they are to remain mysteries in my life.  At the moment, the list includes:

• War
• Politics
• Child abuse
• Cruelty to animals

 Oh, if that's ALL i'm going to exclude... there's still plenty to think about!!!  For mental serenity, probably should be more items on my list that i am willing to STOP thrashing over in the wee hours.  My mom used to call it "Trying to remake the world" and perhaps that is apt and inherited tendency.

So last week was bone-targeting chemo -- extra med they can only give me periodically (thankfully).  Perhaps the last time for this series, i can only hope! LOL  but this too shall pass.  and one day soon i will erase the nastiness from memory!

spring is here -- friends are planting and earth moving and enjoying the rains -- WOOT!

Only one more round in this series (two drug dates).  Next friday is off day, which is needed because my white blood cells seem a bit weary of the abuse i've given them -- will have to coddle them with good food and lack of germs for a bit yet to see if they can recover adequately.