i'm trying to do the necessary things
perhaps that is sufficient
working, thinking about the process, trying not to worry, hoping i do enough and not too much
profoundly weary
hurt sometimes, but not overwhelmingly so
trying to keep all the plates spinning, or at least leaving the ones that don't need to spin splayed on the edges!
i went to southern California for work -- short trip (two days) and want so much more progress than we have made
haven't found a place to live that is BETTER than where i am... not just DIFFERENT
i keep reminding myself that this has to be OK enough
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